I've done it again ^^

I died my hair Blacker && I also got it layered :]
Hair life is good.
Friend life is okey dokey.
My step-sister Christy who's 18 had her baby. ( a nine pound baby boy named Christopher)
I miss my dad like CRAZY though T~T *whimper*.
&& My pills aren't doing anything for my anxiety-depression so I have to take even stronger ones now :P

All I have to say is...

Wow.

Life is so unpredictable... Yet so amazing, && at times... Terrible >.>;.

But when you relize all of the shit you go through everyday, is the shit that you'll have to deal with until you die, you get hopeless. Sometimes you cry. Sometimes you drink. Sometimes you even get angry.

Though we may feel this way we can't give up to our emotions. We have wayyy to much to look forward to in life! Mabie you want to be a famous baseball player, or become a model, mabie travel the world, or just become a parent <3. So, hold tight to your dreams, don't give up! you can cry all day, but that won't get you any closer to your dreams ;]

I just have anxiety depression XP

I'm better, I'm taking some perscription drugs to help me get over it.

I also figured out I have A.D.D xD

yup attention defisit disorder... The abbility to not be able to pay attention :P

Uhuh ^^ So I'm feeling a little better now. All I wanna do now is Smile, Laugh, Love, Enjoy, && Live <3

I'm serious It's not even funny how depressed I'm feeling...

I can't even masturbate && crack a frickin' smile >.<

No seriously... All I can think about is
My weight
Throwing up
Money
Drugs
Lost friends
Lost family
Drinks
&& how I'm slowly damaging myself but can't do a DAMMED thing about it...

I just really hate life right now...

(Oh &&... I had a panic attack on Thursday... 0.0 "Super Scary shit"No joke ppl >_>;)

Yup... I'm livin' life...

Not to it's fullest but I'm livin'...

Damn I'm REALLY anxious...
See, I'm going to see a Devil Wears Prada concert in July && That's like... one whole month from now >_<

So I just hang around the pool all day doing nothin' but tanning && swimming... I do play DDR && sometimes My friends && I go to get Ice cream && hang out but other than that I'm kinda' bored...

Oh && srry I haven't been online but I've been REALLY busy with going to the Gym && chatting on Myspace. Soooooo.........

(//_^) Alrighyyy that's my update <3

Have a GREAT summer everyone

I'm Graduating from 6th to 7th grade!!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY!!!

Oh && I died my hair black ^^

Summer 2008 Here I COME!!!!

I'm just stopping in to post a blog about absolutelt nothing again...

So... here you go... another pic!

Oh Hell Yes! You KNOW it!

Monster Iz the Bestest!

This is me... Yes... Having a Monster... <3

I'm finally getting better from my Anorexia :D!

Now I'm VERY happy with myself && feel refreshed && S-E-X-Y

Thx for the prayers && all of the love.

I promise to take some more HOT pix.

Here's one of me in Rooms to Go. LOLz XD (total randomness)

I'm in serious pain right now... Emotionally and physically...

Don't mind me please... And if Amber is reading this... I'm sorry but, you are most of the cause...
Anorexia Nervosa... Know it, Learn it, Live it, Possibly... Even die of it...

I can't stop counting those dammed calories
I can't seem to enjoy food anymore
I don't feel loved
I don't belong until I'm beautiful like you...

I NOW HAVE STALKERS BECAUSE I'VE BEEN ON NEWGROUNDS && I DON'T LIKE BEING STALKED!!!!!

srry but that's how it goes...

Here's a new pic...